“And in that moment, we were infinite.”

It’s about time I update.

Right now, I’m most happiest for the people in my life. Those who make going through each day possible.

Met up with Geylang after SO LONG last Friday! Gerek la sey. A lot of them turned up, so I was really happy to see those faces again. There was laughter like every minute. Someone acted stupid at one time, someone passed off a bimbotic comment (hint: Firqin) at another. Haha.

I love how we sat in a circle underneath the stars and moonlight and went round anticlockwise asking about one another’s lives. It warms my heart to hear of people’s successful relationships, to learn of their dreams and plans for the future…

I love to see us grow up.

I’m determined…

… to get a DSLR by the end of this semester, and start building a portfolio.
… to start reading again and expand my shallow mind.
… to start writing regularly again.
… to plan out my goals.
… to grab any opportunity that comes my way.

It’s time I take control.

I’m tired. Ugh, help me.

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I’m in the radio room, waiting for all these secondary school kids to leave so that I can practise on the dalet. Sigh.

OKAY. So, a week into the new year. And… it’s been shitty. HAHA. Frigging school. But I’m telling myself, it’s only about a month left. Thennnn, I’m free – until I go to Year 3 for a whole new level of crap. Heh.

Highlight of my week has been… hmm let’s see. Oh, New Year’s Day of course. (: Seems like ages ago now though.

It’s Friday and I can’t feel happy. ): Maybe I’m past that. I’m getting older, and it only goes downhill from here, right? It’s all work, work, work now.

This can’t be all.

Just the other day, I was out with the bf and we saw all these tourists taking happy pictures and I told him, “I want to be a tourist too.”

It’s been so long since I’ve been on foreign land. And this time, I don’t want just Malaysia or Batam. I’ve this clinging desire to be on another continent. Rome. Paris. London. NYC. Sydney. Wherever. Somewhere magical and breathtaking. I want to see the world.

Should I be worried that I’m already bored with life? I know, I’m just eighteen and there’s a whole life ahead of me, but… I read a lot about seizing the day and seeing infinite beauty in the world and… There doesn’t seem to be much that’s worth seizing. And I see no beauty in routine.

I guess I just wish to get a break now, rather than have to commit myself to a lifetime of education before I “earn my freedom”.

I’ve always not looked forward to growing up, but this may very well be the first time I do! Yes, to be out there, soaking in everything they don’t teach you in school and only read of in books. I can’t wait to seek new meaning in life.

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We begin

Can’t ya feel my heartbeat keeping perfect time?

Someone to save me

Yeah, yeah. I’m feeling sad for this space for being neglected. I seriously feel like my blogging days are over. It’s been what, four… five years?

Okay so Sakky just asked me to write something about her. Lemme see…

Sakky is a bunny
She laughs at anything funny
But then again, who doesn’t?
So this poem fails.

Okay so Dama just asked me to write about her too.

Dama is dummy
She works hard for her money (lol?)
You wanna buy a sofa?
Go to IKEA!

Sorry Mel, I’ll write one for you another time. My brain is fried. D:

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Laaaaaaast week of school! I cannot wait for term break! It’s been a shit week. Fevers and cold sores and non-New Moon.. T_T My lip’s still a little messed up. Hatehatehate this. By the way, I think I just butchered my hair. Ha.

Hokay goodnight.

You got me trippin’, and stumblin’

I think this blog has at least one loyal visitor coming everyday. Hehehehe thanks for being awesome. (:

So. What’s up with me? I got a tumblr. That’s why I haven’t been writing. Looking at pictures/quotes is so much easier and faster. And it still tells you about me. Sometimes my posts connote personal thoughts. Sometimes they simply show you what I love; what I’m into, what fascinates, inspires, or moves me.

Anyway, school’s been sucking the life outta me. But I guess I can look forward to the two-week break soon. The year is ending! Time flies, time flies. I’ll reflect on 2009 if I’m in the mood some other time. Heh.

It’s 2am. I should sleep when I still can. Goodnight!

WebD sucks.

The assignment’s to redesign a crappy-looking website. I looked at the original website and thought, My God, someone needs WebD lessons.

Now I look at my design and think, My God, I need extra WebD lessons.

Madness

But it’s always nice to have something to keep you going.